Random Friday

Life has been an emotional roller coaster lately . One minute I feel on top of everything and the next I'm totally overwhelmed . Marie's home now and we had a meeting with her inhalation therapist yesterday. She's basically been in charge of Marie's file at the CLSC and has visited her at home for the last 8 years. Home care so far consists of her being visited at home by a doctor on a regular basis . Basically everything else is up to me. That's all the help that Marie is willing to accept at this point . She knows me and is comfortable with me and that's the way she wants it . One day at at a time ....

On a more happy note , Chantal and Casey went for her ultrasound and apparently we're going to have a grandson . I would have loved to cuddle and knit for a little girl, but as long as this baby is healthy , who cares ! Chantal called last night to share the news that she felt the little guy move for sure yesterday .

Today is going to be a mental health day for me . I plan on doing whatever I feel like doing , which right now consists of knitting and walking the dog . I will feel no guilt and ignore that little voice in my head that says "yeah, but the yard need some work , there's laundry in the hamper. etc , etc... ". There's always laundry in the hamper , so skipping it today is not the end of the world as we know it ! I will feel no guilt and embrace the day ...

and the knitting .